Lalalala LALALA here I am, actually back the next day! Incredible what working technology can do, it's incredible.
I wonder how everyone's been doing, and what they've been doing after all this time. GUYS I CAME BACK WITH THE MILK!!! I'M BACK I SWEAR I PROMISE I"LL BE BETTER!!1!!
So uh, tomorrow's my birthday, turning ancient. Years go by so much quicker than I always antcipate, fun, ain't it? Nubbins is a year old now, she's grown a lot but still plays like a puppy and she's very attatched to me. My grandparents are visiting for the month and I had to give them my room (even though they didn't mind sleeping in the living room again, my parents kinda made them move into my room), and because of that, I had to move my dogs out of my room too, and most of the days they have to be kept in the kennel (even though I don't think they should be but my parents don't want them getting shed fur everywhere), and whenever Nubbins sees me, she starts whining and crying.
My parents say I have her too spoiled but I don't understand that, she's still a young dog who's very attached to me of which I believe is because she wasn't able to grow up with her siblings so she must see me as a sibling too, her only one. She's only had her mom and I growing up and I would play with her more and interact with her because her mom is like, lowkey not that great of a mom like my dog has never cared for her puppies for longer than a week so :skull_emoji:
So of course she's gonna be attatched to me, especially because of her disability, I've taken extra attention and care of her, but now because she's kept in the kennel, she goes nuts whenever she sees me. Can't eat meals at the table in peace anymore because she can see me and she barks in demand to be freed. It's especially a nightmare when I try to go to sleep! My parents say to "keep them in the cage," and, "they'll get used to it," THEY WILL NOT GET USED TO IT. Last night I tried to do that, and they actually went quiet for a bit, I'm not sure for how long because I had fallen asleep on the couch, but suddenly they are barking, howling, and screaming bloody murder! I got up and freed them, and then soon when to sleep - PEACEFUL sleep with them on the couch with me. My mom is telling me to move them to the garage but first of, I do NOT want to do that, sounds horrible for them to be isolated like that when they can't help it, they're dogs! And second, there's not even 5 feet of free space that isn't the pathway to the laundry machines!
I want to work with their needs, not against them, so I'll be trying to keep them inside the house. I'll try to take a nap soon, been sleepy all day. I'm in some sleep debt because a couple days ago I stayed up all night, and I mean ALL NIGHT I'm not talking about some "omg im sooo crazee i stayed up to 2 am!!!1!!" No, I literally didn't sleep at all the entire night because I was up cleaning the house and washing my carpet. I only was able to take a 30 minute nap before I had to go get my little brothers ready for school. Ima catch some Zs cuz I'm gonna practice driving later, see ya!